Where Is Emily18 Come From

A NEW STAGE

you come ABOUT THE FIRST TIME, GO TO THE ENTRY OF 22 FEBRUARY AND IF YOU CAN HELP IN SOMETHING, LEAVE ME A COMMENT IN THIS ENTRY.

THANKS SO

After almost 4 months of pain, fear, uncertainty, not knowing to do with my future, I am thinking to move forward and continue to my life forever.

With much effort, laziness, and some pain, I woke up last week, after sleepless nights and decided that things had to change.

I expect hard days of struggle, maybe they did not find it ... but I have power, I have to continue!

I decide to return to my job after 4 months idle.

I do not care what they think doctors, and not as convenient, but I have to try.

Last week, a cold rainy day, I made my way to school. It was hard and tired, but I got hold almost a whole day.

This week, more calmly, I am on the third day, I do not plan for more time.

I can not, it hurts, I run to evil, but something inside me tells me to do, it stays that way, to continue.

I am thinking about my past ...

! How much activity had!

And the nostalgia comes over me, it sticks to my side and do not leave me alone, brings back memories that hurt me, how was, how I was.

But I'm tenacious and this week, he won the battle to the nostalgia and get my 3rd day at school.

CARLOS

students, I smile and the way they welcome me.

"What a joy to see her here again Elena" says one.

much he missed it!, Tell me another.

How are you? Ask the majority.

Well, well, much better I say and smile, despite pain that forces me to sit in a chair. I think not noticeable, and I feel satisfied.

ALEJANDRA AND JAVIER

Another second day and I feel better, sleep badly and wake up with a bad headache, some nausea caused by headache, torture me, but happens after 5-6 hours and come back to smile, talk with students, to face this new challenge.

I be able to endure?

Can I with this burden?

CARLOS

are tough times, I find it hard to overcome, moments of loneliness, sadness, but also about humor, joy of going seeing as I am slowly strenth, I'm trying ...

hope medical response, keep calling and sending reports ... but I have nothing new, I like.

So I decide to break this routine and living each day as if it were your last, trying to best of myself.

I think deep inside me that remains active and naughty girl who never stopped moving, the girl who pushes me up in the morning and resume my life.

I have a strong will is my greatest strength and keep fighting, but I'm afraid that solitude and fear overtake me, who get very in and transported me an uncertain future.

I remove them, but again and again ...

may have to accept them as my guests and learn to live with them in the end one of the two will have to win battle.

So now you know, I am preparing to restart my life, to fight to death with my fears and nightmares, to relax and relief with writing it.

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ALL 3 TOGETHER

months will pass and I will win this battle, as I did with previous ones will be slow, difficult, and there'll be to encourage me and push.

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ALL TOGETHER

count on you, the faithful always, those who

hear me without knowing me and encourage me to keep fighting, you and I spoil my children and never would have guessed, I dedicate these words today.

words of appreciation, affection and hope.

tod @ s A thousand thanks.

To my children: Alejandra, Javier and Carlos, all the love that a mother can send you my passion for them has no limits, my pleasure to watch, my smile and each time I "Shagged" and me "kiss" are my pride and devotion. At the end of the day they are actually "my other shelter" are my life.

LEAVE NO RECIPE TODAY, Visualise ME TODAY FOR A NEW STAGE, NEW START TODAY.

ALE AND ME IN 2008

ALE AND JAVIER (JAVUCHO)